starbuck.

Post for the decade.

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 23:44:27 GMT

These things are pretty stupid seeing as no one can be defined by their birth month, but it's fun to be like "OMG TAHTS ME1." And yes, stolen from Rachel, yada yada. I'm the only meme-er on my friends list besides me, so I won't bore you with details. It's easy enough to figure out.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. ~~Attractive~~. ~~Suave and~~ caring. Brave and fearless. ~~Firm and~~ has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. ~~Takes high pride of oneself~~. ~~Thirsty for praises~~. Extraordinary spirit. ~~Easily angered~~. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. ~~Poor resistance against illnesses~~. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

I would have bolded more, but I can't think that way, like "Why yes, I am so smart and amazing." Even if I kind of know that I'm smart/amazing in one aspect, what kind of person would that make me to go bragging about it? I think it's an ugly way to act.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat, and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical..

And Rachel, omfg. Utopia. And just the whole season finale bit, for that matter. My mom seriously came down and was like "What're you making all those noises for?" We must speak geek in Econ on Monday!

Oh hey guys.

Fri, 25 Jan 2008 06:42:24 GMT

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Yeah. Poo on lj.

No, I don't sleep.

Wed, 02 Jan 2008 09:31:07 GMT

There are way too many books called 'The Alchemist.' I always heard 'omg I loved that book' and then I read it - or I thought I did - and it wasn't that amazing and now I'm discovering that I probably read the wrong one. Augh. Ridiculous. Why can't people get more creative when naming their books?

Sigh

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 23:12:23 GMT

I am severely frustrated with Libba Bray right now. How. could. she. do. this. to. me. Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..

Aaaaaaaaaahhhfdkdjrokgxszpeomdmfm!

Blah

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 01:59:47 GMT

Next semester I really want to get more into photo. This semester I ended up being crammed at the end of the year with all the things I had to do, though at least I got it all done. Today I was in a really shitty mood when I walked into the darkroom, and when I walked out I felt very better. Sure, I had to go through about ten ruined prints to get there, but once I finally made something that worked, I felt a lot better.

Hallucinations.

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 01:37:49 GMT

There was a headline in the news today that said 'Youssif OK after complications' but when I first read it I read 'Yourself: OK after applications.' That was an article I would've read.

Stromata

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 06:09:22 GMT

I finished my book today in math class and now I have nothing to do..

Today I stayed for like six hours after school working in the darkroom. It was fun.. a lot more fun than coming home right after school and just sitting around the house. All the people were chill and Mama Mo says I'm 'soaring.' I feel like she gives out compliments like they're going out of style, sometimes, but it's still kind of amusing to hear what good things she has to say about your photograph.

In other news, the guitarist for Hawthorne Heights died.. I think it was a week or two ago. I just found out a few days ago. I feel a little bit bad about all of the times I made fun of them when their commercials came on MTV. But still, how can someone just randomly die in their sleep for no apparent reason?

I don't really feel like saying anything else but..

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 06:34:32 GMT

Today was THE BEST DAY EVER. Not.

Aaaannnyyywaayyssss..

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 05:46:36 GMT

Is it lame that I want school to start again? :/ As much as I enjoy it, I don't think I'm capable of leading a life where I have endless free time. It's just too much freedom for me, and I take the chance to push things off and lay around because I have the time to.

I want a career where I'll be able to do lots of things and always be busy. I want responsibility and I want to work hard so that relaxation can actually be a reward instead of just a way of life. This week, as much as I've always always pledged to never be a nurse, I realized that might be a good job for me. Something like that - where I'm active, where what I do has meaning. I need that.

This is my life.

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 03:43:38 GMT

The best part of today has to be when Boomer was sleeping on my bed, and I came up behind him really quiet and scared the crap out of him. It was hilarious.

Late mornings.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 19:46:35 GMT

I really want to go to the gym. The problem is that, even though this cold I've had has been relatively fast on its course, now I'm in that disgusting phase where even just climbing the stairs triggers a huge coughing fest and there's lots of flem and fun things involved. I can just imagine being at the gym and getting many strange, disgusted looks as I proceed to throw up half a lung onto the machine. Those little disinfectant wipes can only go so far, after all.

I might just go on a run in the woods. The problem about that is that sometimes I'll get halfway out and realize that I ate too much breakfast and need to go home but I'm still two miles into the wild (great movie btw). It's really not fun.

In other news, last night I had some great dreams. Except for the last one, where my dad had rearranged the entire downstairs tank terribly and there were fish stuck in the filter. I woke up and you have no idea how relieving it was to go downstairs and see the fishtank as it was.

I don't know what is better - to have a good dream but then face the realization that none of it is possible when waking up, or to have a bad dream and feel the immense relief and gratitude when you wake up that things are not that way whatsoever.